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Sundrops

“Life lives, life dies. Life laughs, life cries. Life gives up and life tries. But life looks different through everyone's eyes.” -Unknown

A couple of days ago, I stepped out of my vehicle and into the rain. I stood, caught in a moment so amazing, I wasn't concerned with getting wet. The sun was out and the rain was coming down heavy with the glint of the sun in every drop. The wet pavement shimmered with a gold orb, but yet the rain fell. The sun was so striking reflected through the rain, that the normal idea of rain and gloom being partners was shattered. For a moment everything was surreal and the rain seemed so poignant, as if I had never seen rain before.

Someone died this week. I'm sure lots of people died this week, but what did it look like to them. Crying for a reason or maybe an answer, they missed the point. Mourning for someone having left this earth has a sort of selfishness in it that we don't notice. For only a moment death caught me as something to be hated, feared, or avoided. It looked like something demanding a purpose or a reason that no one could explain, but after seeing the death of a person, who I knew had finally made it home to somewhere perfect, my outlook on death changed. Still, death is all too common and never appreciated for what it really is.

When we get so use to the rain that darkness sometimes brings, we simply say it's raining and move inside to avoid it. Death is like this at times. Stunning, brilliant, awe inspiring, yet death all the same, so we choose to write it off. Rain isn't as noticeable when we are in the middle of it, running for home because we are far too concerned with heading it off. It's not seen as water and what it is here to do, but rather a hindrance we've learned to accept as part of the storm.

When that sun comes out, unexpected and perfectly timed, throwing itself through ever drop, changing our view from simple rain, to diamonds being scattered on the earth, the perspective changes. When death is accepted as a victory over life, a triumph with God, our deaths resemble sun through the rain. Sure it's still death, but oh so beautiful! We took the stage for our final bow and left with the crowd applauding! We danced unashamed and took the plunge like no one has before! When the joy in your own finish surpasses that of death as being an end, you see it as a beginning. You can choose to see death as showers, nothing more than another chapter in the storm just like everyone else, but if you know God, he will be the light that pierces your raindrops. Those that know that, will see it as well, and will be happy, for they too will see the sun through the rain.

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Evenings with ALF

"I know my rights, I watch People's Court." - ALF

I've been spending the majority of my nights falling to sleep watching ALF. The show has a sort of simplicity that you don't see in TV anymore. It also has a genuine humor to it that leaves racism, sexual innuendos and politics by the way side. If you're not familiar with the show at all, it's about an alien that crash landed on earth and is being protected by a family until he can be rescued. I watched the show for this long to only notice now, that ALF is Jesus. Not literally, but metaphorically.

Show after show, the family does everything in their power, to keep ALF hidden from the outside world. I do that more than I care to admit. All too often I find myself rushing Jesus into the kitchen or closet when people come over. After I know he's out of sight, I quickly turn around with a expression that says everything is OK. ALF was rushed into the kitchen every time someone came over and then the Tanners would smile and greet the company like the normal family they should be. What are we so afraid of? Hurting someones feelings? Being rejected perhaps? Maybe it's as simple as being afraid of confrontation and not knowing how to bring it up. I don't know about you, but I know I wasn't put on this earth to make sure Jesus is comfortable in front of the TV and has plenty to eat. I was made to be a servant for Christ, for others .

So, Should we be a smiling face to show all is well, normal and hope no one asks any tough questions like the Tanners do? Or should we open the doors and let in who chooses to venture our way? We need to stop hiding Jesus from the world, like he is some alien that no one will understand. Everyday we have the choice to step out in faith and let Gods light be shown or hide it behind the nearest door. We have to be less afraid of what we think people will think and start acting on what we believe. There is a lot to get from Jesus for ourselves, but what of Jesus do we give to others.


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Catch


I was recently watching family videos of me when I was younger. I found a video of my dad, brother and I playing catch. I remember being scared of my dad throwing the ball at me. It wasn't that he threw too hard, because he didn't, it was that I knew he could. I had watched my dad throw the ball around at ball games with older people and new he had an arm. I watched myself lay my glove open, as he lobed it into the air gently. I would put the glove out in front of me as far as I could, to avoid all chances of getting hit. I remember that fear quite well.

As I grew older, my father threw harder. It was either catch it or get out of the way. I loved playing catch with my dad, but sometimes the fear got the best of me. My dad was very good at putting the ball right where I could catch it and only throwing it as hard as he knew I would be able to handle. I remember probably one of the last times I played catch with him. He was putting everything he had behind it. When I would catch wrong, it would hit the palm of my hand flat and it hurt with a sting that lasted well past the initial impact. Even though he was throwing it harder, I was staying in front of the ball. I was catching it and throwing it back with as much intensity as I had. I began to enjoy the sting and the pain because I was lost in the experience. The fear wasn't there and he knew I could take his hardest throws.

He always new how much I could take. From tossing it up in there air, to hurling it at me with a speed the Road Runner would be jealous of. I realize now that him playing catch with me wasn't about teaching me to be able to handle more, but teaching me how to deal with what was being thrown at me at the time. He knew what I could handle and it showed in how he threw it at me. Life is the same way with God. He knows what we can handle and adjusts his pitches accordingly.

There is two ways to fight through struggles that seem overwhelming.

#1 Without God
This puts the weight on you and you alone. Fear is more overwhelming knowing that you can only do what you believe you can do. There are no miracles, no saving graces and nothing to gaing, but the chance to do it all over again when you fall. Whether it ends good or bad, you are solely to blame and ultimately are all alone.

#2 With God
If you know that God doesn't put you through any endeavor that you can't handle you will feel ok. Reguardless of the situation, you will come out victorious. you know that God will provide and thus, nothing seems out of reach or improbable. There is a sense of security and wellbeing that can be gained from finding joy in a failure, knowing they can't get the best of you.

All in all I learned a valuable lesson from playing catch from my father. He didn't teach me to fear or hate the ball, but to understand it. In life and all its failings, I've learned no matter what comes my way, always stay in front of the ball, because when God is with me, there is no safer place to be.

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